Few years back.

It was simple. No fight, although there wasn't this much of happiness. I understand myself, and we understand each other.


I appreciate.


Sometimes, I just feel abandoned, and I got upset. But you don't understand my feelings. And then I'm blamed for the feelings I feel.

Wtf

Just one of those random days that the whole world offend you.


Too bad, you are no longer the one who makes me smile and laughing just by reading the words you typed to me.


Wtf wtf.

You choose not to be friend, not me. Remember this. Fuck this, and don't freaking show me that face. So now I'm the one who is at fault, you think? Like seriously, what makes you think I care. I've done my part, you only see what I haven't done, so fuck you. If you were my friend, you would not put me in this difficult situation. He is my boyfriend, you are just a friend. What do you expect me to do? Fuck these inconsiderate people. Fuck you.

Sorry for the vulgars, I assume only my close friends would read my blog, so you unrelated party, don't judge. You don't know my story, and you don't know me. You think you're better than me? So be it. One thing you will never be no matter how hard you try is ME.

Today again,the whole world offended me. Screw pms.

Miss you girls :(

:(

Have been studying for the whole day, I don't normally do this but my housemates are all studying like crazy, so the kiasu-ness is activated. Even with the foundations, basics and all, calculus is still a big headache. So now I realize what we've learnt in spm is just the surface of it. Or maybe it's just that we are the so-called jpa class, so our papers must be set at a higher standard? That's why we're suffering now. Cause normally, when people mention 'foundation', the first thing that comes to our mind is, easiest course among all the pre-u courses. But c'mon la, just that we got jpa doesn't mean we are smarter than normal people ok? We are normal people too, don't think too highly of us. 9@$:?5)€\€#+^¥|€+@&&$@@

Do calculus until my heart beat and breathing rate increase, too tension la Walao. Big thanks to my special boy for accompanying me the whole day and for studying with me. I love the hugs you give that can calm me down when I let out a big sigh.

Now, continue with my calculus. Bye!